Its amazing. When ya need to talk to someone, NOBODY is there for you. But when you dont need them they all want to know what is going on in your life. And people wonder why I am a pent up grumpy mother fucker. And when there is no more chances for help they all say "well if I only did this. People stink with their sense of timing. They want NOTHING to do with you when you are at your lowest. And after all you did for others. At least that is the way it feels like. I am sorry if this seems accusatory cause it isnt. It is just how I feel right now, so noone take offense to it.