It sucks to be forgotten. People who used to IM me even just to say 'whats up?' don't even do that anymore. It is like I don't exist. And it is a shitty feeling. You go out of your way for others for years and you get NOTHING in return. I just feel absolutely awful right now. I just have no desire to do anything right now. I am all locked away here in my room, and I dont want to be here. I just want to take off for greener pastures as they say. I am too depressed right now that I am just rambling on here. I can't touch my keyboard, I can't write, I feel like I have gained 100 lbs and I have barely eaten anything in the last three days. I just feel absolutely miserable. I feel like I have cinderblocks on my back, literally. I just feel tired and miserable. Listening to sad songs doesnt help either.

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