I have 25 days, and yet I get drama TNT style

My last post is encryptic and so waw!! Yes I am home and enjoying it. Even to the tempo of Matrix Revolutions. I have lost 35 pounds, I have a 6-pack for the first time in a long time, I am very very happy. As my bro Vinny said "I am very talented for a lot of carers in life, none moreso than the US military. It is in my blood." Vinny even called me his "Hero". Keep in mind Vinny is three years older than me and it broke my heart to hear that. I have to get him a good present now.

Well I alos just wanted to share some good words from Sir Elton:

When i think of those east end lights, muggy nights
The curtains drawn in the little room downstairs
Prima donna lord you really should have been there
Sitting like a princess perched in her electric chair
And it's one more beer and i don't hear you anymore
We've all gone crazy lately
My friends out there rolling round the basement floor

And someone saved my life tonight sugar bear
You almost had your hooks in me didn't you dear
You nearly had me roped and tied
Altar-bound, hypnotized
Sweet freedom whispered in my ear
You're a butterfly
And butterflies are free to fly
Fly away, high away, bye bye

I never realised the passing hours of evening showers
A slip noose hanging in my darkest dreams
I'm strangled by your haunted social scene
Just a pawn out-played by a dominating queen
It's four o'clock in the morning
Damn it listen to me good
I'm sleeping with myself tonight
Saved in time, thank god my music's still alive


And i would have walked head on into the deep end of the river
Clinging to your stocks and bonds
Paying your h.p. demands forever
They're coming in the morning with a truck to take me home
Someone saved my life tonight, someone saved my life tonight
Someone saved my life tonight, someone saved my life tonight
Someone saved my life tonight
So save your strength and run the field you play alone

Is home where the heart is??

I tell ya what, Ill let ya know on January 7.

Do certain songs make ya wish for the angel of death to come??

I know that they do for me. And no I am not suicidal right now. Just being honest. Sometimes I only wish for the time when I was near my closest friend at times. Someone I miss sooooooo much. And whose attitue has taught me to value life, cause you never know when it all can end. Two bits love to ya brotha...