I think more ladies need shirts like this. It would make the world a happier place.

I am Dennis Sheridan. And I now know who I truly am. (Yes it take 4 years but hey these thing happen ;-) )

It was awesome to chat again with Christie this morning and we were having a good guffaw and a chuckle at some of the foibles of life and the ineptness comparisons of her car and the aircraft here. What totally kicked ass was when she told someone at work "Ohhh your Arianna?? When did you get a sex change and change your voicebox ya trannie?" I fucking died laughing when I heard her tell someone that. Im sorry, I had to share that cause it is a funny line, and was good to see her get all back in the face of the assholes she works with. Dont worry lass, you might stumble a few times with those MCAT's but in the end you will conquer them. And I must share these word of wisdom with ya after you told me the comparisons ya get: "Enjoy your own life without comparing it with that of another.
Marquis de Condorcet (1743 - 1794)

There were some, good funny things that we said but I cant remember them all. Ohhh well perhaps some other time. Good quality time on the phone makes ya feel better in a time when ya need it. Basically we began ways to get the plan underway to totally revamp education. The major obstacle is getting rid of the teachers union. Need to break those fuckers back.

Ohhh by the way, like the way I changed the header for my site??

Doogie Trivia Game

Alright, I thought this would be fun. Lets all, or rather the few who view here, try and find what I have in common with this actor. The winner gets a slap on the ass and a good job from me.

I have to admit that this is wrong but, shows what Charlie Brown is really thinking, the "Norf" part is the part that has me dying laughing cause it is the reason why tourists in NY get the crap kicked out of them. Never stop to help anyone, especially scam artists looking for directions. Big props to Cigars and Scotch over at whackbag.com for making it.

Which Way is Norf??

Die Jizzbucket, Die! (<------For the dummies: click this, its a story)

Alright I am a supporter of the arts and artists. I even argued for Maplethorpe and the chick from Brooklyn who did the virgin mary thing out of dung. But this guy is a fucking jizz bucket that is a no talent fucking hack. I hope the next time you decided to jump off a building it is with a bungee cord and it is the middle of Guadalaraja so all the Mexican kids mistake you for a pinata and beat you to death with sticks. Performance artists are not artists. They are talentless hacks that can not make it in the real art world. Do society a favor and jump into an incinerator wearing a gasoline suit.

"The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins-but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.
Love is more than a candle.
Love can ignite the stars."

Matthew Stover

Not written for anyone. Just liked the quote.

Anybody who knows me knows I am subject to lyrics and how they influence me or what not. I dont want to sound weak minded, just that music is to me a very deep thing and some song deeper than others. I know I might catch some flack some from of my male friends for posting the lyrics to this song, but fuck em, it makes me happy and I love this song. I want to learn how to play it on the piano:

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...
Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong
'Cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to, honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?

Adia I thought that we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?


Whatever, chop my dick up and send me to Lilith Fair, I still like it.

These ones make me want to die. And I swear I am close to it:

Unsealed on a porch a letter sat.
Then you said, "I wanna leave it again."
Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand. And on the sand I wanna leave it again. Yeah.
On a weekend I wanna wish it all away, yeah.
And they called and I said that "I want what I said" and then I call out again.
And the reason oughta' leave her calm, I know.
I said "I know what I wear not the boxer or the bag."

Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave.
But I see them round the front way. Yeah.

And I know, and I know. I don't want to stay.
Make me cry...

I see... Ooh I don't know why there's something else.
I wanna drum it all away...
Oh, I said, "I don't, I don't know whether I was the boxer or the bag."

Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave.
But I see them round the front way. Yeah.
And I know, and I know. I don't wanna stay at all.
I don't wanna stay. Yeah.
I don't wanna stay. (x2)

This site has been too much of a bitch rag fest lately so I awaken it with a lil Tata action, and so I bring the definition of erotic. Ms. Bettie Page and in my opinion the modern day definition of erotic Aria Giovanni:





If I got this X-Mas card I would never be upset

"If incompetency were a play, this place would upstage Broadway." An original quote written by yours truly as I watched just complete disorganization take hold. Be very afraid at home people. This place is FUCKED if China or Korea attacks.

I've had a year and half to think about this. I left my job as a teacher cause I was extremly dissatisfied with the job. I would like to say it was the administration, I would like to say it was the material. But I actually know that it is the fact that the system is so rigid in how kids learn. All kids learn differently, and a lot of them benefit mainly from having more of a mentoring system as opposed to just, this is what it is so be it. I also believe that starting from 7th grade or so, they should start getting an idea of what kids want to do for a living and take them on a week long adventure to that career to get them an idea of what that job entails.

The high school level should be more like college. Kids are allowed to pick what they want to do with their lives and the classes that would get them more to that track. The rigid system that we have now is completely useless and the crack are starting to show more and more everyday. So many kids slip through the system, and/or are not just college material. High School raises kids as if they are ALL going to work in the corporate system and that is wrong. Their are hundreds of career fields that are untapped in terms of what high school prepares them for it.

And I know some of my detractors are going to say "...well school budgets are high enough, what you are proposing will skyrocket it." If you overhaul the system, you can easily still have the same budgets and perhaps less, and maybe even some sponsorship some from career fields as a benefit which would offset the costs. And at the same time we would create some people that would actually benefit society instead of the moops that school systems punch out. I think the greatest obstacle to this change is teachers unions. As much as I am a union person I also realize that they have ALL gone corrupt. Maybe what we need is to really overhaul everything. Perhaps that is what Jefferson meant when he said "...there needs to be a revolution every 25 years or so." Perhaps I am too much of a visionary and this country has grown so bloated and corrupt to allow such changes. Perhaps that is why we WILL die as a society. It is good to have some plans ready though. And this is my rough sketch.

An letter to that person:

You know what. I am not the Balrog of Morgoth. You start conversations as if you are the Chesire Cat with a big deceptive grin. When I ignore you, you give the whole guilt trip of "ohhhh you treated me like shit for those years!!" and also say "why dont you put that up on your blog". You know what I am. And I am doing it cause I know ya read it.

Since I met you you were blaming all sorts of people and places on your problems. Now you are blaming them on me! Yes I was shitty to you and I was totally fucked up. But you also did lie to me about those things. And you want me to just forget those things as if they are nothing?? How about all those times you went driving off with ex's. Am I that fucking stupid? I can read between the lines. When you are with someone and they go driving off with an ex, that is a very bad sign and a good clue that there is some fucking aroudnd going on. If ya lied to me about the whole 'miscarriage' thing, whats to say you werent lying about the story of your ex trying to attack you to take advantage of you. And yes I was a fucking dope to just sit there and take it. And as for that whole shit of "...I was terrified to tell you about the abortion cause I feared you." That is a fucking horse shit excuse and you know it and I know it too. You needed someone to clutch onto cause your family wouldnt have been able to do it for you. And I was in a bad vulnerable position to think that I could do it. Also speaking of blaming things, do you remember what you said to my mother when I wasnt talking to you around Oct-Nov '01?? You said you were acting that way cause of 9/11!! Were you insane?!?! Did you think that fucking horseshit would fly with her?? She was pissed at you for that shit!! We had enough to deal with everything else going with John and Greg and you threw that shit at us?!?!

Just remember that the next time you IM me thinking all things are cool. Cause maybe I am tired of your manipulative shit. I got sick of it by the second year and that is why I acted like the witch king, I cant take back the past and only learn from it. But you know what, it would be greatly appreciated if you would just lose my addy forever. You are never going to be over things and I certainly havent on certain things either. But I have moved on. You know what I am convinced you only talked to me to try and instill guilt, and I have attoned for my ways. Maybe not in your eyes. Nothing was ever good enough for you so maybe that is why you feel the way that you do. I never put these things up cause I was getting over that episode, but ya know what fuck it. Eat my ass with a spoon!!

Nothing really new to report. I am tried of bitching cause it seems I do a lot of that here. Working for the most part, punchy tired as all hell right now. Trying to avoid situations where I have to erase blog entries the next day. Like getting dragged around to skeezy bars when happy with Irish ones. When I get some good ideas I shall be writing them again.