Ok a plea to parents out there. Keep your fucking kids at home when you go to a movie theatre. Especially when they are less than 2 years of age. What the fuck is the matter with you bringing your little crap factories to a theatre when I am trying to enjoy a flick and have to hear the little fucker cooing. It isnt cute, your kid IS NOT special in spite of all your insistence, and you are an inconsiderate fuck to the rest of the patrons that are trying to enjoy a good flick and have to have moments interupted by crying babies. Dont want to pay for a sitter, or listen to people like myself bitch anymore. Close your fucking legs, tie your tubes, use a coathanger, I dont give a fuck. The world is overpopulated enough, we dont need a further reminder why social programs funding is dwindling by listening to your little cooing fucker when we are trying to be entertained.

FIN.

Some Japanese Pictures.

These aren't all the pictures that I have taken here in Japan, but they are some good ones that I liked and loaded. The system was taking too long to load, so there will be more to come, but I must admit that I love this shot.

"Your not missing anything..."

Easy words for people to speak when you have access to all sorts of things, yet they don't take advantage of them. People who speak these words to me don't realize the greatness and majesty they have every morning to do something new with their lives, yet use their jobs as excuses to not do them. I wish I was in that position again where I could see things left and right without the worries or care of a job. I would rather have the position of being unemployed, but seeing the world as opposed to the position I am in now. And before someone sends me another reply with "..we're so proud of what you do." Stop. It doesnt work.

I hate my life for where I am now and wish I had what everyone else had. The freedom to do things with myself. The freedom to see the Cloisters. The freedom to go to a bar at 3PM on a Tuesday, enjoy a beer or two and watch the playoffs. The freedom to photograph the majestic NY skyline. But no. What I get is bullshit cliches as if they will make me feel better. They don't. They just remind me more of how I would love to bite the end of a rifle and free myself from this gross social inequity that I signed myself to. What I want is to be free again. Even if freedom comes with my own death. I just dont give a fuck. I only write this to let you all know if I dont make it through that you people should do things with your lives. Not squander them away kicking and screaming. Not giving your opinions so blindly to popular opinion. Not giving into the rising tide of religious zealots. Stand up for yourselves. Enjoy your lives and know that I wish I was in your shoes. I have wasted my life. And now I reach the end. It is over. I have nothing left to live for anymore.

I once was a good man. I once cared about this life and people. But now I am a corpse, whose soul died, attached to this chunk of meat till it eventually decides to catch up with its soul. I would rather die young while I make a good looking cadaver, than have to continue on lost and miss this opporitunity to die young while I had the chance. To those I tried to chat with to get through my problems. Thanks for the ear. To others who were just to pre-occupied. I understand. Life is just too busy. Don't blow your chances like I did. Don't fuck your lives up. And stop telling me "...your not missing anything." That fucking enrages me more than you can possibly know and makes me want to slit my wrists and down a whole lot of alcohol and sleeping pills. I am miserable and I have to deal with it. Great sales point for the US Military. I only want a picture of my corpse being dragged away with that slogan for their selling point to high schoolers.

No, I am not killing myself. But I do wish I was dead.

From John Lennon with some editing:

God is a concept
By which we measure
Our pain
I'll say it again
God is a concept
By which we measure
Our pain

I don't believe in magic
I don't believe in i-ching
I don't believe in bible
I don't believe in tarot
I don't believe in hitler
I don't believe in jesus
I don't believe in bush
I don't believe in buddha
I don't believe in mantra
I don't believe in gita
I don't believe in yoga
I don't believe in iraq
I don't believe in elvis
I don't believe in zimmerman
I don't believe in beatles
I just believe in me
Yoko and me
And that's reality

The dream is over
What can i say?
The dream is over
Yesterday
I was the dreamweaver
But now i'm reborn
I was the walrus
But now i'm john
And so dear friends
You'll just have to carry on
The dream is over


FIN.

Reality TV sucks cock.

I may get some heat for this, but frankly, I dont give a flying fuck. Between watching the two giggling cunts (words stolen from David Cross) on "The Surreal Life" to watching a bunch of rich kids round up cattle, it all sucks cock. It is MST-Y television and it is meant to be made fun of from start to end. I dont know how you can watch those shows with three or more people and NOT say anything is beyond me. I'm sorry I can be an annoying douche at times with crap TV, but this is stuff that it is not worth getting bent out of shape over! You have to just goof on it from start to end, it sucks cock. I mention this cause my friends wife got pissed at me cause I goofed on one of the fucking shows from start to end, but it was just 100% awful. Watching some rich asshole make douches of themselves and ham it up for the camera. I can do that on any drunken night with the guys in the firehouse and it will probably be 20x more humurous.

Maybe I am a little pissy cause I was told by the same people that "Curb Your Enthusiasm" isnt funny. But this assessment was made by people who have watched maybe 15 minutes of it. What the fuck sort of a fair assessment is that?? I will grab 100 people from anywhere and have them watch the best of the reality shows and then put up "Curb" and I guarantee the latter show will kick its puss in boots ass! MST3K was quality programing, Seinfeld was quality programming, the first two seasons of "Real World", while in the same category as what I am bitching about, was quality. Mainly cause the people were fucking real, and not models. And did not ham it up like asses like they do on all these stupid ass shows. Face it, reality TV just does not have that staying quality that good writing will do for a show. Hence why HBO, Showtime and other big cable network shows are really starting to catch on. It comes from creative writing. Something I hope we see more of in the next few years. That is enough of this venting/heated rant.

FIN.

I dont have anything new to say. Hence why there is very few posts. I probably wont be writing to much anymore cause of this current trend. Doesn't mean I am saying goodbye to blogger, just means I have nothing new to say to you.

I was thinking of something as I read about diminishing sales at the box office for motion pictures. The real problem I think is the mulitplex which forces film companies to create 'filler' movies so that there is something for the public to watch. Hence the reason for the careers of the Lindsay Lohan's and the Hillary Duff's and the worst of them all, Matt Damon. If maybe there were less movie theatres there would be more quality films. I know the debate is, there will still be crappy movies even if there are less theatres. True, but they will become a true part of nature and go straight to DVD instead of clogging up the movie theatres.

Lets face the facts, the other reason people dont like to go to movies anymore is because of all the animals that are there. The lights go out and the jungle instincts come out for people, just like when they did in the Congo. People just don't have fucking cooth anymore to shut the fuck up when out. And if ya say anything about it you get a shiv in the kidney from the "golfer" that just got out of prison a month ago.

And of course the shelf life of movies aren't that long anymore, so within 6 months the movie ya wanted to see is out on DVD already. With the advent of awesome home theatre systems, such as Bose and others, why bother going out to pay $10 for a giant piece of crap when you can rent it from Netflix or through digital cable. And then you can enjoy that giant piece of crap at home.

Just a few thoughts.

PS I have bought a digital camera and should be hosting some pics here from the home of the Nippon.