You cant get mad at yourself for regrets. What you have to do is learn from things that you didnt do, evaluate them in your head and figure how you would do it differently next time ya faced that situation. The one thing we all fear is rejection. But if you are yourself, and you are superfly cool then their would be nothing for you to fear. I know, I was in your shoes at one time where I was all awkward and shy and what not. But over time I developed confidence the more I evalutaed my situations and thought how I could do them differently. I am now a fly mofo now :-) smiles make it all better. Next time I will help ya feel more confident and you will get that goal of yours.

On a side note, I think I bought a bootleg DVD from Amazon. The one movie I got was "Destroy All Monsters" which is just a big ole monster fest featuring almost every single monster created by Toho. But the problem is, the DVD just starts. There is no opening menu, there are no chapters, there are no special features. So if I wanted to change to a scene I would have to keep it on the fast forward button instead of just jumping right to the scene. The whole movie is one giant chapter as opposed to almost every single movie out their which has like 15-25 chapters on the DVD. It is just weird.

Nahhh I was just tired from hanging out with Rodan all night.

I erased the other blog...no point in having two running.

Ok now as to the concept of 3-7 days. Doesnt exist for the United States Postal Service. These people are the epitome of incompetence, I should know, I once worked there (cigarettes in my mulch, fucking Palazzo). I ordered a DVD last Monday (The NEW Godzilla vs. Mothra, and Godzilla vs. King Ghidora double DVD) and decided to save three dollars by not having it shipped UPS. I got a confirmation from Amazon that it was shipped last Tuesday which had me excited cause it gave me the possibility of it arriving before the weekend. Well Friday and Saturday arrive with no package. Not overly dissapointed but disappointed nonetheless that I am unable to enjoy the movies this weekend, but like I said no biggie. I am excited for it to arrive on Monday, for being a Postal Worker I know that mail still move in transit even on holidays. So that just reasserts my feelings more that I will get a chance to view this DVD this week. Well now here we are Wednesday afternoon and not only did we not get mail service delivered to the house. But when I went to the Post Office to pick up the mail my package wasnt there. I wanted to be pissed at everyone at first, but Amazon did their job. It is the fucking post offices fault why I did not receive my DVD. And these bastards wonder why they are losing contracts to Fed Ex and UPS...

On a lighter note, I want to quote something I read in a magazine today. It is some memories shared by acting great Peter O'Toole to the magazine:

"Peter O' Toole when asked about his most painful holiday experience, remembered one Christmas Eve when his father, 'Spats' O'Toole arrived home drunk. Young Peter asked his father if Father Christmas was on his way. His old man went outside, burst a paper bag, came back in, and told his son that father Christmas had just shot himself. 'I wept for hours', says the actor.

Now that is a fucking funny story!!!

Ok one funny joke then I end my lil blog for the day:
A girl is sitting at a bar next to three guys who all stutter, and it is driving her crazy. She turns to them and says, "If one of you guys can tell me where you are from without stuttering, I'll give you a blowjob." Needless to say, all three of the gents get very excited.
She says to the first guy "where are you from?"
He concentrates and then says "Ph-Ph-Ph-Philadelphia."
She says, "Loser". She then says to the 2nd guy, "Where are you from?"
He closes his eyes, really buckles down then manages to grasp "H-H-H-Houston."
She says, "Loser." Then turns to the third guy "Where are your from?"
He closes his eyes, clenches his fists, takes a few deeps breaths, and blurts out "Miami"
She says "Way to go"
She gets down on her knees, pulls down his pants and starts sucking his cock. Just as he's exploding in her mouth, he yelps, "B-B-B-Beach!!!"

Well that is the blog of the day.

Ok this is a personal favorite web site of mine, and this link has been around for a little while. It is some wahcked out crazy ad for kikomann soy sauce entirely in Japanese. If their is any Japanese speaking visitors to my ghetto ass site, I would appreciate a lil help with the lyrics. Kikomann!!

Maneki Neko

This is the Maneki Neko, he is inserted here and is dedicated to the High-Tor animal shelter for allowing these type of animals to live in a safe environment. May he bring joy and luck to all who view him

I hate to be Pete picky, but it is Mothra...not Mortha, but hey what is the rush on the spell check.

I agree with your analysis Christie, I believe that she is all about putting the shit up herself and then playing the innocent role. This chick be all whacked out, I wouldnt rule out her continued use of the 'glass dick'. Well that is enough of that. I be all done with work for this long weekend and I will NOT be going with Mothra to the shore as she will probably put a icepick into the back of my head. I feel much more dangerous times with her post breakup than I experienced with Desiree, I have a feeling I will have to get a restraining order before all this is over. Also, I am planning on calling her job and making them aware of the harrassment I am receiving from their computers and would like for it to stop.

Not only am I calling you Mothra, but I am calling your fucking stupid friend Megalon as well...

You wont believe what happened to me about 11ish last night. I go on AIM after not really messing around online all day. And there are messages of course from Vig "Homo/Homo Message". But their is another one from Anna that says to me very simply; "Cut ties with Beth". The message was left around 6ish so I reply back to her seeing that she is online and I ask her what is up. She told me to look at the comment thing from the babies site where she blogged about her friend dying. Well in the comments are a reply from 'Megalon' herself. Most of our comments were of a supporting nature towards Anna and I quoted something and explained what it meant. But 'Megalon's' comment was attacking me for not heeding my own advice. I am like WTF, this is so embarrasing and am mortified. But I feel like an ass always apologizing to Missy for it. SO I commented back telling her not only to knock the shit off but where to find my AIM and EMail address to harass me directly. And Mothra keeps claiming ignorance in all of this. It is just sooooooooo fucking frustrating to live the life of a 14 year old when I am 27. I am definetly severing ties with Mothra after this incident. This girl is fucking whacked and I should have of taken the advice that others said years ago about her and how crazy she is. What a grade A nutbar...if anyone from that site ever read this, know that I apologize deeply and profusly, and am not trying to be a certain drama queen whom we all despise.

Well today was an interesting day, as I got a chance to utilizie a power point presentation into one of my classes. But that wasnt enough for my nutbar kids. God these SOB's have no appreciation for ANYTHING, and I blame the parents for that...the future of America, my foot. And what the hell is with this weather. i feel like having a nice run, but it is just a lil too nipply. I need it to be a lil bit warmer for the enjoyment of a workout, and to sweat out everything. Well hopefully tings will be picking up weather wise in the next few days. Today I have a company meeting which almost always translates into good reading time for Doogie.

In an unrelated note, I have been reading this awesome series known as the "New Jedi Order" and the series rocks. Usually I devour up the books, but have been on such an ADD kick that I cant focus on it. I am too distracted by other things such as work and new games. I just need a lil time to settle down which is what the summer will be doing for me. Well that is all I am gonna blog today...hopefully my partner in crime, Christie will be blogging soon too.

Welcome one and all to the hot new site known for now as the "Dooghouse" where we shall see the random musings of a person who likes to make animal noises when really really drunk. More to come since it is 445AM